Chapter 38: No children, never been pregnant, 10 years of walking in purity, and never been married. I did not expect to be here this time around. Single. Suffering from a broken heart. No, not when I was submitted to God in my waiting. Not when I went to God each step of the process, asking, “Lord, did You send Him?” Lord, Is he my Husband?” Each time He would tell me, “Yes.” But now… he is gone. 

The end of this story has not been written, yet. But it is currently providing healing for me to share the first half of this story, as it encourages me to trust God even when I do not understand.